How do you cope when the person you know .. is no longer the person you know ?
How do you reconcile to this person recognizing you in snatches ? Time has no meaning in that world ....
How do you hide a fear of ... something that you don't want and yet ... wonder if that is best outcome that can happen .. but not for you ...
How do you make decisions that hinge on making a person live like a vegetable ?
How do you look at hands that cared for you ... now tugging desperately at the IV line ?
How do you look into eyes that gazed so lovingly at you .. now vacant or looking inquiringly at you ... as if you are a stranger ?
How do you understand a creeping loss ?
How do you say a slow good bye ?
How do you .......
